I was going to go to sleep, because I have to go to the administration office really early tomorrow to work out what they fucked up with my classes, but the people in in the apartment next to me are fighting again and I can't sleep. Thin fucking walls, and last time I tried playing music to drown it out, I was threatened. SO.
Instead of getting sleep that I very much need, I shall rant.
About fangirls on twitter, bothering Brian.
Generally, I have noticed, it isn't so terribly horrible. And I don't want to get all picky.
STOP ASKING THE POOR MAN ABOUT MY CHEM/FERARD.
I get it. There are a million things I would LOVE to ask him. Why is he not managing anymore? When did you first go crazy and start jumping out of air planes? Can I cuddle you?
(The last one is more 'I'M GOING TO CUDDLE YOU' but... for argument's sake.)
But I don't. Because I try not to annoy people and I try not to be... visibly creepy.
The man has said he doesn't want to talk about it. Stop asking.
And I don't want any 'he signed up for it' crap. He was not in a band. He was, for the most part* not in the limelight. He seems to try and avoid that. You do not sign up for 'IZ FERARD REALZ/??11' when you decide to become a manager.
And what really bothers me is that he replies to so many people (generally the ones who ask half-decent questions) and is motherfuckin cute when he does so. When he says 'ma'am'? My heart melts. But anyways, he replies and he is really sweet, mostly.
And the things is, I am worried that he's going to decide 'fuck this, I don't want to deal with this anymore' and f-lock his twitter. That would make me tremendously sad because SCHECHTER. THIS IS ALL I HAVE OF YOU. And SOME of us aren't visibly creepy, and don't even follow him in case he gets freaked out that he has 500+ followers and starts thinking 'WHY? CREEPY.' Why yes, I do treat him like an easily-startled deer.
I think. I think my opinion on this should not even be recognized for two reasons.
1. I am really tired, and,
2. I get overly defensive about the Schechter boy.
There is one good thing that comes of all of this: he answered questions like 'how old are you' (32) WHICH HELPS ME SO MUCH WITH MY CANNON and 'where were you on your birthday in 1999? (on tour and alone in a hotel room, I think) AGAIN, HELPING MY CANNON, and that he's getting tattoo's removed (NO! YOU'RE PRETTY WHEN YOU'RE COLORFUL!)
Otherwise, FOD, fangirlies. FOD.
Yes, I am too lazy to type 'Fuck Off And Die.'
In retrospect of writing this all out, I'm actually pretty embarrassed that I care this much. WHATEVS.
*Yes. LOTMS. I know. I don't doubt if he regrets that. Greatly. Or not. I do not know. I do not pretend to know him. But COME ONE, HE JUST WANTS TO BRAG ABOUT HIS BOYS. IS THAT SO WRONG?